9/14/12
How I try to see,
a person within, that could be me
Within myself, I struggle to find,
a harmonious, sense of rhyme
Things in such chaos, I wonder who’s, the one called boss
Things seem not, in my control,
for all I want, is to take a stroll
To breeze through, a gift called life, there’d be a day, I’d be called wife
I have a gift, to help others, no one for me, that doesn’t smother
I want to know, what good things are, I want a reason, to not be far
Far from my heart, to know what I love, and kneel down, to my God above
God I thank you, for blessings my life, and ask you, to kill the strife
I no longer fight for pain, but desire, a refreshing rain
A shower to cleanse my soul, someone in my heart, to have and hold
Things I want to see and learn, my how long, I have yearned
I have only wanted, to love another, and know this not, of a brother
One that can share my soul, and not play, a hand to fold
I wake up each dawn, a big smile, with my first yawn
To know of a new day here, and pray to God, “please stay near”
My fear of things unknown, have me scared, and alone
I only want to be made whole,
God please send, a kindred soul
Of eyes with love and laughter,
and a sense to be mine, ever after
Ones that have not been true, I ask you now, give them a new
Let them know, what love is to be, since they would not, take it from me
My God my Light, please guide me, through the night
I will not stray, but have it be, of a new way
I don’t want to be restless, I only want, to be called a Princess
Appreciating things done for me, and know I’m not, trapped in a dream
Not a slumber, to only imagine, but a life, my new challenge
A smile on my face, and warm in my heart, has it made, a good start
I thank you now, and always do, for you are my God, my Savior true
All the ones, in my life I love, take care of them, my God above
Amen